It seems like a complete mystery…why do I keep disappearing? It was never intentional. My bad.  As someone who has always embraced spontaneity with a poor regard to time, the majority of My trips and hiatuses have always just been spur of the moment, and enjoyable.  Before I know it, weeks have passed. I am not afraid to say how spoiled some people keep Me and because of this, they contribute to these habits of Mine to linger around.  Lately though, My reasons for all of My inconsistencies have been a result of dispirited feelings that I have not ever cared to disclose.  We are  three months into the new…